Saturday, March 21, 2009

I am still here

I am still here.  Reeling from life's changes. My father passed on February 22nd. I was there, by his side, holding his hand while he took his last breathe ...  It has affected me profoundly. I did not have a good relationship with him.  I have found out through grief counseling that the relationships that are characterized as less-than-good are actually the most challenging post-death for resolution.  

Dolly has a confirmed diagnosis of Albinism.  The next step is to meet with the genetics unit at Sick Kids Hospital.  I am looking forward to learning more about it.  

As for the weight-loss, you can probably guess that it is not going too well.  All things considered, I only gained 2 lbs through the hospital time and week-long funeral event.  Now I'm trying to find the space and time for self-care.  

Thanks for stopping by and checking-in on me.

3 comments:

Sarah said...

So sorry to hear about your struggles. I am happy that you finally have a diagnosis for Dolly. Hang in there you are a terrific mom!

Sarah said...

Also thanks for info on relationship with father and grief, mine is not the greatest either and its wonderful insight to have; so I can make it better before it is too late.

Kaybree said...

(((Hugs))) to you, you've had a lot going on the last little while. But Dolly is lucky to have a Mom like you in her corner!