Tuesday, December 30, 2008

On the Cusp


Merry Christmas! Happy Holidays!! It is almost 2009 and I feel like I'm on the cusp of change ... of something great.  What do I want for myself for 2009?  What am I grateful for from 2008?  Most of all, I am grateful for the health of my babies - my angels (picture attached).

Dolly still has residual health issues that we are exploring.  Two more appointments in March 2009 at the Sick Kids Hospital. One to test for 'albinism' - apparently her cones have no pigment.  And the second to determine the kind of nystgamus that she has exactly. However, since we have confirmed it is not in her brain, I find these other diagnoses less scary ... things we can manage ... and I am grateful for that.  I am also grateful for Mister - he seems to be developing into such a little man. I sometimes look at him and wonder where did he come from?? I think only another mom can appreciate this thought.  I'm always astounded by his personality. He is a real sweetheart - very caring, very smart and has a great sense of humor.  I am grateful that he is mine.  

I am also grateful for my hubby - who without him - none of this would be possible.   On the job front, I am happy to have one that is secure in this economic times.  I am one of the lucky ones (hubby's is not so secure and he is still hanging on despite all the cuts at his work).   I also recently was promoted (for a 6 month term) to my boss' job (while she goes on mat leave).  So I am grateful for this new adventure, which will begin in January.  

So what do I want for 2009?  More good health, good times and memories and happiness for all my family and friends. I continue to stay stable at my weight loss of 25 lbs. I would like to move off this plateau. I think to do so - I will really need to shake things up in my life.  I'm hoping Oprah's first week of shows will help me get in the mind-set to take care of myself.   Balancing work and family and myself is not always the easiest thing to do.  Sometimes I let myself go to the bottom of the pile.  I would like to take better care of myself so I can take care of my family better too.

Wishing everyone who reads this post a happy holiday and new year!  All the best for 2009!!